Secondly, I seem to have chosen the worst time humanly possible to start my positivity crusades. As we speak, I have 4 people moaning in various ways, over msn, over text, and doubtless I'll have more moaning tomorrow at school. Unfortunately they all have fairly valid points to their various different grumbles. What's more is that I have exams round the corner, my UCAS deadline, and my fucking parents that won't stop going on about said exams. I slipped in my oath of glee today and started criticizing myself again out of defense. I'm not actually that down about myself, I'm pretty fucking arrogant if anything. But I insult myself out of habit, and that brings it all down.
Silly. But the glee will continue tomorrow and I'll go on and it will be fine.
Thinking of joining the gym. Actually spending a lot of my spare time at home either on the cross-trainer, doing 8kgs or whatever else. I'm enjoying it, which was deeply unexpected. I mean, I'm lazy. I have the genes to be athletic what with my dad and uncle and what not, but I let myself get all flubby and never bothered with it as a fat little urchin roaming the halls of my house, for my next Tellytubbies fix.
That was a strange thought process tangent. Back to the beginning; gym. Alun goes every day because he's Rambo or some shit, Paavan's gonna start, and I seem to remember Murray saying he'd want to join one too, so... Might as well.
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Do it man, join the gym!!
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