So weird situation at the moment. I'm sort of missing things I didn't appreciate previously, in a weird way. I've always been more up for just sitting back and letting things happen to me. That led to something of a lack of confidence, where I'd flirt in a guarded way with girls, then the lack of confidence strangled me when I realized I'd have to make effort and try. So I just didn't, I cut it off and ran away. I always did really like the girls I did it to; I didn't do it for shits and giggles. I was just a coward.
So no more of that, mister. Going to start pulling my weight and stop just fucking moaning about shit all the time. Recent events have proved that people have it worse than I do.
I'm not dead, I have both my legs and testicles, I don't have ME, I don't have irritable bowel syndrome, I do have friends, I'm not THAT unattractive and while I could do with losing a few pounds I'm not quite Rosie O'Donnel.
So I'm gonna shut up and do shit. Life doesn't come to you.
I saw a dove shit on a black kid today. I call birdy racism.
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"I didn't do it for shits and giggles. I was just a coward. So no more of that, mister. Going to start pulling"
Think you should've left it at that =P
its nice to pour our hearts out, but remember ryan, just stay focused, too.
i'm glad your out of apathy and being cowardly, but remember that the other side has feelings too. don't always assume that your the man on top, otherwise you'll get played like a biatch lol. just keep a decent respect for women too, you'll call on them to help you at some point...
Ohhhh no man thats not what i'm getting at dude. Im not going out JUST to make myself happy. Im going out to make a girl happy =P
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